Penantian Satu Penyiksaan

My next apmt with my gynea will be on 10 Oct.Since my last visit and when i've been accepting the situation that my pregnancy might be terminated,i can feel that there's no more pregnancy simptom.no sore breast and Firas is no longer too manje wit me,only a bit stomach cramp and lower back pain.Im waiting...waiting and waiting...if this pregnancy not gonna be ok,pls make it happen asap.i dun wanna put any hope on this... I donna wanna break my own heart anymore...pls Allah...