Assalam my pity blog.Really i didnt mean to do this you,leaving you behind.Lots of things had happen.Both good and bad I can say.
Remember from my last writing about the pregnancy?A lots of thing pass by during those time was filled by pain and sadness.We didnt get the luck with the pregnancy.may be its not the time yet for us.I believe that the All Mighty has a better plan for us.He knows best and all single thing happened with a sweet secret behind it.
I did went for the second apmnt with my gyne.truly sad,there was no heart beat at all,eventhough the sac was growing well.Yet,my hope is still there.Hoping that a miracle will happen in a few days that we gonna have a chance to hear our fetus's heart beating!!!!but then as i sad,Allah has a plan for me,it didnt go well.i started to bleed.only god knows how my heart crushed.
And to make it more thrill,my only son had a very high fever where even the bullet med didnt work on him.2 days later,we took him go his paed and he was warded as his tonsil dh bengkak,merah n bernanah.pity firas my dear son.at the same tima i also had a fever where i cant even have an energy to move.after of 3 days in kjmc,both firas and i was confirmed positive with dengue.we we very lucky that my parents were there to look after us.my papa who is a pure kelantanese gambling out looking for ketam nipah since known that it is good on treating dengue.my mum made a soup of it and both firas and i ate it for few days.after 7 days,we were discharged from hospital.whatever it is...thanks to prudential for paying the bills of almost 7k.
Thats all for know i guess.enough of these sad story.hopefully i gonna have time to update some sweet stories.
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